LETTERS TO GABE

Happy 4TH Of July

2009-07-01T23:49:00.001-07:00

tick tock tick tock...

2009-04-09T00:28:00.001-07:00

(let's see if anyone get's the hint)

An Irish Wish

2009-03-12T05:38:00.000-07:00

Welcome Home Gabe and Have A Great St. Patty's Day!

DONE YOUR TIME~

2009-03-11T14:18:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,
I started this journal for you in 2004, when you left for Basic Training. Perhaps it was more for me than it was for you. In the letters to follow I wrote words of faith, encouragement and love. I drew strength from my need to believe those words as I typed them. My fear of the unthinkable was kept at bay as I tried to convey my faith in your safety first through basic and then through your deployments in Iraq.

A mother's fear is often suppressed and hidden as she tries to comfort and support. It is over. You are out. I can now, for the first time in years, really breath easily.

I am so proud of you for your commitment to your country and the world. But I am so relieved that your time is up.

Welcome to civilian life Gabe. It's time to relax. You've earned it.

Love you always,

Mom~

2008-12-29T14:51:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year Gabe!
My wish for you my friend is that the war will be over soon!

Welcome Home Gabe

2008-12-05T05:22:00.001-08:00

Welcome Home And Merry Christmas Gabe!
Thanks for All you've done for Us.

Less than 48 hours!

2008-12-04T00:03:00.001-08:00

Dear Gabe,
I hope you lost weight in Iraq cos I'm gonna put some back on you when you get here whether you need it or not! Bring your appetite! Can't wait to squish you and Ryott!
Love you always,
Mom~

Thanks For Your Service

2008-11-30T04:26:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving

2008-11-27T07:08:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

We're getting just a little bit excited about yours and Ryott's visit next month. Sure wish the other guys could be with you but for now I'll be happy with the two of you. Have a great Thanksgiving. We're doing a little turkey tonight. I'll be working so I'm doing what I can now and the others will have to finish up. We were supposed to have a little harvest feast tomorrow but Dad has the flu and I don't want to get all of our friends sick, so we'll just hold off until you get here. Got lots of deer, elk and antelope. I think we even have some dove and wild turkey!

Love you always,

Mom~

ps: still trying to fix this background. I guess it's okay for the winter, but its really hard on the eyes. I'll see if Rocky can fix it over the holidays. mom~

2008-11-26T06:32:00.000-08:00

Have a Great Thanksgiving Gabe and make sure you eat alot , those MRE's SUCK!

Layout

2008-11-13T10:54:00.001-08:00

Thanks Gabe

2008-11-11T13:33:00.000-08:00

Thanks Gabe for serving this great nation!
Hoping you are having a Great Veterans Day?
God bless you sir and your fellow soldiers.
Retired E-4 John Garnett
Communication Specialist
And
Cannon Crewman
Btry B 1/Bn 109th Fa Pa. 28th Div.

Thank You, Gabe

2008-11-09T21:06:00.000-08:00

I have been following your mom's stories since I found her in the FRG parents' blog. (My soldier son is still deployed but will be returning soon.) We are all so proud of you and grateful for your service. We have worried for you and prayed for your safe return. Even though we will never actually meet, you and your wonderful family have become dear to us through your mother's blogs. Welcome home, Gabe, and thank you from a grateful citizen.
Katherine ~ PAM of David, Iraq

Thank you!

2008-11-09T10:45:00.000-08:00

Gabe,
I have been holding off writing this entry. I have been trying to come up with something profound to say, to articulate words strong enough to express my feeling of utmost respect, adoration and gratefulness for all you have done for our family, our friends and our country.

I cannot fathom up any words powerful enough to say exactly how I feel so I will just say theses few things....

Thank you Gabe. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your service to our country. You are a man of honor and I respect all you have done and seen. Thank you for leaving your family back in the states to defend the liberties of mine.

Thank you soldier, I salute you.

Michelle

Welcome Home Gabe!

2008-11-09T08:15:00.001-08:00

Hi Gabe,

Welcome home! Again you do not know me either but I am one of your mom's loyal readers to her journal/blog. I am so glad you are home safe with your new baby, your parents and the Oompa's. I remember when you where first deployed and have followed your progress through your mom's letters to you and her updates. I just wanted to say Thank you for your service to your country and again welcome back! You have a wonderful family now it is time to enjoy them.

God Bless,

Tabby

Dear Gabe,

2008-11-09T08:13:00.001-08:00

You don't know me. We've never met. I'm just a guy your mother occasionally finds to be mildly amusing.

I'm also a Canadian, so I'm somewhat removed from your situation. Aside from the different attitudes towards the military in our two countries, I also think the decision your government made to send you and your fellows into Iraq was a poor one. Or at least made for the wrong reasons.

That, however does not reflect on you in any way. You are a man who answered his country's call when he perceived it was needed. You stood up and said, "yes, put me in harm's way for the benefit of all my friends, family, neighbours and countrymen." For that I have nothing but the utmost respect for you, and the brothers-in-arms with whom you have spent the last two years.

I am also a father; not of a whole brood of Oompahs, like your parents, but of a fourteen year-old boy - much like one of your younger brothers - much like you were, yourself, not too many years ago. As such, I have understood your Mother's complex feelings over your enlistment and deployment. I have read along in her blog, feeling her fear for, feeling her helplessness about, and feeling her immense pride in her son. I cannot imagine what I would feel if my son announced he was joining the military. Were it to come to pass, I can only hope to handle it with the grace your Mother has displayed during a time when her worst fears were never very far from the surface of her mind.

With your current tour of duty over, I share your Mother's joy at your return home, and relief that you are out of harm's way - at least for a while. Welcome home, Gabe. Well done, and welcome home. Have a beer for me. Heck, have two - it'll be like having one Canadian beer.

Sincerely,

Paul Little
Aurora Walking Vacation

Welcome Home Soldier!

2008-11-08T22:44:00.000-08:00

My family and I are so appreciative of everything you do for US...

We are so proud of you and just as glad to have you home as your mama and daddy and oompas are!

Hug those babies of yours and give them lots of kisses...

Enjoy your time at home and again please know how proud and appreciative we are!

The Lawrence family in the big ole state of Texas....

Welcome Back, Gabe!

2008-11-08T18:01:00.000-08:00

Welcome Home... Welcome Back! Many of us have taken this journey with your Mom. We've worried about you and kept you in our thoughts hoping that our positive energy would somehow protect you from harm. I think I'm (almost) as happy as your Mom to know you are back on American soil.

Enjoy your wife, your children, and your family.

Thank you for your service to Our Country. I sleep better each night knowing that you and your comrades stand between me and the darkness.

WELCOME HOME!

2008-11-08T16:45:00.000-08:00

Gabe,

I'm a friend of your Mom's. I just wanted the pleasure of welcoming you home! Thank you for your service to this country! It's always awesome to once again welcome one of our soldier back into the fold.

I have a SIL who will be deploying to Iraq after the holidays. I know how much your mother worrries and understand wanting to know your child is home and safe!

Once Again WELCOME HOME! Rest up and enjoy being back on American Soil! I'm sure the Oompas will keep you plenty busy in the following days.

(Hugs)Indigo

2008-11-08T14:49:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

"Thank you!" and "Welcome Home" seem so small and insignificant when I consider what you have given and what you have given up in order to serve your country ... and your fellow countrymen.

They are the simplest of words but they are heartfelt and sincere.

Thank you Gabe, for all of it. Welcome home! I pray that you know joy, love and contentment in your life here at home. I pray that the sun shines for you and your family and that you live surrounded by those you care about and by those who care about you.

Hugs and Hugs and More Hugs,
Kathy

YAY!

2008-11-08T11:26:00.000-08:00

Love you bro,

Rocky, Becca, Art and Zack

FLYING HOME

2008-11-07T23:26:00.000-08:00

"If prayers were feathers you could fly home son. But you have your mission, so may the feathers instead envelope and protect you until you can come home."
February 22, 2006

I wrote that shortly after your first deployment. Over the past two years you have collected so many feathers of prayer to protect you and now to fly you home. Welcome home Gabe. We've missed you.

Love always,
Mom~

WOO HOO!

2008-11-07T12:15:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

Kimmie just called and told me you were flying in to Kentucky this evening. That just made my day..., my week, my year, my life! Even now I feel like such a tremendous weight has been lifted from my heart in the knowledge that you are no longer in Iraq but on your way home. I wish I could be there when you step out of the plane. I had hoped to be there in December. No matter, I shall be there in my thoughts. I'm already practicing my crying.

Welcome home son, can't wait to say it in person.

Till then, be safe. Love you always,

Mom~

MY NEW HOME

2008-10-14T09:50:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,
AOL is shutting down all of the journals and I along with everyone else has been evicted. This is my new blog. Not too bad, they let me keep the title. It's just going to be a real booger transferring all of the pictures over.
I haven't spoken to Kimmie since the beginning of the month but Kayle's already left a voice mail. I suppose I'm avoiding them both because I'm really not sure what to say. I know what I want to say but I'm pretty sure it's not what I should say.
Mesa Ridge has made it to the State Finals again. The marching band is currently 2nd in their class and 6th overall in State. Needless to say Rocky is so pumped, this being her 1st year. Tomorrow is the regionals. Basically they just have to show up, they've already made the cut. I have the day off so I'll be able to watch them perform their field show for the first time. I'll also be going to cheer them on at State at the end of the month.
Zack got a job with some construction crew in Florence. It's 42 miles one way so he'll probably be moving to an apartment there in town as soon as he can locate one. Hopefully he'll have a car by this weekend. Bert D. is selling his daughter's car for a good price so Zack will be able to get around on his own finally. He just finished up a gig with the company in Utah and will probably be doing another one down in New Mexico in the spring. It's hard work but he seems to like it.
Oh snarky, I'm supposed to be taking dad's cell phone and lunch out to him. Gotta fly. Miss you so much son. Be safe!
Love Always,
Mom~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABE!

2008-08-18T15:42:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I'm so glad we caught you online yesterday to wish you a Happy Birthday.

We miss Kim and the boys almost as much as we miss you. It's just not the same without them. Little things will remind us of them, a baby spoon or a sippy cup, and we'll find ourselves missing them all over again.

Its been a wet summer and the grass seed that Auntie Kesi threw down is sprouting. I hope it will thrive but I'm not holding my breath. Astro-turf is starting to sound real good to me.

I'm really loving the new job although I'm not too thrilled with my success rate. At this point I'll be happy catching so kid like your friend trying to swallow an unpaid for goldfish. I'm getting so desperate that even if its an old lady trying to walk off with a bottle of K-Y jelly, she's going down!

Well, I hope you had a nice birthday. We'll celebrate when you get back here. Be safe, as always.

Love you.

Mom~

Hey Gabe!

2008-08-07T21:23:00.000-07:00

Hey Gabe! Mom got the job and the house has never been this hecktic in years. Yeah... The cousins are here so we've got 11 people in our little old home. It's crazy but it's kinda fun at times. Can you believe it?! I'm going to be a freshman on the 19th and I'm going to be 14 on the 14th. Haha. It's still sucks that you can't be here for your 24th birthday. We'll still sing for you but I can't promise any cake LOL. Marching band is really fun and I'm playing instruments bigger than I am. I get a lot of crud for my height, but hey, It's cool because I've been told that I'm really good for a first year marcher. >.< I'm brushing up on Japanese words so I can cuss out my section leader without getting push-ups. It's gonna be great. Well send me an e-mail when you can. Good night, Good morning, sweet dreams or kick some a$$! Lol Laters

Love always,

~Rocky

I GOT A NEW JOB

2008-06-25T18:59:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Well, I got that job I was talking about before you left. I start the real training on Saturday. I'll find out over the next three weeks whether it was a mistake or not. Lets just hope my big old butt can keep up with the mission. One thing is for sure, I won't be bored!

I started cleaning up my corner in the room and found some pictures of yours and Zack's turkeys. Do you remember that hunt? I'll post the pictures when Dad gets them scanned. You both had nice toms. I'll bet the tails are still in the garage waiting to be mounted. We'll have to check and get them done. Dad can mount them now with a kit he buys. They come out really nice. Do you think Kimmie would mind having a couple of fans hanging in your home?

Give us a call sometime or drop us a line. We miss you so much and look forward to your return. Till then be safe.

Love always,

Mom~

BACK IN THE SAND

2008-06-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I can't believe how quickly the time has past. This wasn't the first time we've put you on a plane en route to war torn Iraq and yet yesterday was particularly hard for both Dad and I. It was hard on everyone. Kim is trying to put on a front and tries to keep busy but Becca said she cried all night. I wish she felt comfortable enough to lean on us because she is not in this vigil alone.

Take care Son, don't worry about Kimmie and the Little Guys. They're in good hands. 6 months isn't that long really. Remember how fast these past couple of weeks went by? Now times it by 12... Nope, not too long at all. Till then, stay safe.

Love always,

Mom~

HOME SWEET HOME

2008-05-30T17:01:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

You're finally home, and I know I should be concentrating on your time here but I can't help dreading the moment when we have to take you back to the airport so that you can rejoin your buddies back there. I wish we had more time but that would only prolong the inevitable so I guess this is for the best.

I hope you can relax during this time and enjoy your little family. Kimmie has been such a trooper during this time. She has never acted worried in front of me, she never complained about being on her own. I don't think she knew what she was getting herself into when she moved away from her family but she hasn't given up. She is a very strong woman and you should be proud of her. I know her mother must be. I sure am.

I still remember when you were just a tiny baby. Never did I imagine that one day you would be flying off to fight a war in a distant country. Watching you grow as you have has just made me realize that there are no limits to the amount of pride or love a parent can have for their child. It is not something one ever grows out of. I am sure you are already realizing this of your own sons. But their greatest accomplishments will come much later. Do not hesitate to let them know how much you love and respect them.

I love and respect you son, for all you've done, for all you have risen above and for that which is yet to come.

Love always,

Mom~

TOMORROW

2008-05-24T12:45:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

When you wake up in the morning you will be in Kuwait. And then its just a hop, skip and a jump till you're back here with us. Have a safe trip. See you when you get here.

Love you always,

Mom~

2 DAYS AND A WAKE UP!

2008-05-22T11:14:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

We are all getting so excited over here for your visit. Kimmie and I were supposed to get you some clothes after grocery shopping yesterday but we lost each other, so I guess you'll have to walk around nekked while you're here. Not really, but dude... boxers or briefs? Hehehehe!

Not too sure if we'll be going to the Memorial Day Shoot this year. Marilyn's mom is pretty sick so she and Richard are on stand-by for a trip out there if the mom get's admitted to the hospital. There is also a stage one fire restriction in Fremont County where the camp out is held. That means no open fires (camp fires) and no smoking outside. If it goes to stage 2 there will be no fires of any kind, not even charcoal grills or propane stoves, and more importantly no black powder blasts so we're bracing ourselves for a possible cancellation.

Brinton might be making his way back home soon. I don't think he'll be staying with his folks but you know Brinton, he'll find a place.

We're going to have a full house for a while. Kesi and the kids should be here sometime in June, probably after you leave. I think the change will do her good. I just hope she's strong enough to take that big step. Dad is going to drive out to pick them up. If Kimmie still wants to go back to Ohio he'll probably drop her and the boys off then drive down to Kentucky. I wish she would stay but I know its got to be really hard here for her.

I'm not sure if Little Zack is going to be coming out here. Kayle isn't due until mid June but she doesn't think she's going to wait. Or maybe she's just hoping she doesn't have to wait. That poor thing is so uncomfortable and its got tobe muggy as hell out there. At any rate I'm sure Connie is going to have to be there for her and the little ones. We'll have to wait and see how that plays out.

2 more days and your boots will be in the air. Woo hoo! Till then, be safe! Love you always,

Mom~

hurry home daddy

2008-05-06T13:19:00.000-07:00

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23 DAYS AND A WAKE UP!

2008-05-01T11:41:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Check it out, just over 3 weeks to go! Its going to be weird not having you here at the house, but I think you're going to like the apartment. Kim keeps it so clean. I don't know how she does it with two toddlers running around. Ayden has this thing about chairs. He can't stand them standing upright, so he makes it his mission in life to over turn every chair he can. The dining chairs are too heavy so he leaves them alone, but the two little Spiderman chairs... on their sides. The fuzzy Spiderman papasan chair, upside down. The baby's bouncer, upside down. I don't want him to get bored so I'll set them all back upright and within minutes they're all tipped over again.

Ryott is getting so big, you won't recognize him. He's trying to stand. Kimmie said he can say 'Mama' now. He's just the cutest, chubbiest little thing. You'll have to watch him though, he watches, and he listens... very intently. I'm not sure what is going on in that little head of his but I guarantee this, he's up to something! I'll bet he already knows how to walk and rocks out in the crib thingie when we're not looking! That's how Ayden was. One minute he couldn't walk, the next minute... whoosh! He's every where!

Well son, I guess I need to wrap this up and get busy. Its already after noon here and I haven't done anything except to drink coffee, which isn't a bad schedule for my day off, but I'm supposed to be cleaning out Big Red and daylight is burning. Take care, be safe and see you soon!

Love always,

Mom~

27 Days And A Wake Up~

2008-04-27T20:51:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Today was a 'Girls Day Out'. Kimmie, Becca, Rocky and I went shopping. What a blast that was. We went to Ross's first and the girls tried on all kinds of clothes. Kimmie and Becca jumped out of the dressing room dancing and had the attendant laughing so hard. Kim was wearing turquoise blue spandex pants. Don't worry, you'll get to see her in them. And believe me when I say she has lost all of her baby fat from Ryott! She and Becca bought some cheap sunglasses, cos they're so cool like that (Becca's words, not mine). Dad, who was our chauffeur for the day, even had ZZ Top's cd in the truck so he played 'Cheap Sunglasses' for them on the way home. Too funny!

Kim has to check with Connie about flying out here with Zack. Seem's Kayle's due date has been moved back to the end of June so it just might be possible for Connie to leave for a week or two. I hope she can because I want to see Zachary and I don't want you to have to cut your visit here short. But I'm a big girl and I can share so we'll just do what we have to do to make it work.

Ugh, it's almost 10pm. I'm a night person. I don't know what I was thinking when I took an early morning job. But 3 am comes around quick so I best be hitting the sack. Take care my son and be safe. Love you always,

Mom~

29 DAYS AND A WAKE UP!

2008-04-25T20:34:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I hope you're thinking about what you want to eat when you get home. I'll cook anything you want (except liver and onions, I've already cooked them once in the past 12 months, that's my limit!) We have a couple of restaurants we want to take you to as well. One is L&L Hawaiian BBQ ~ they have lau lau and even spam musubi! The other is called Ultimate Buffet which specializes mostly in Asian food (sushi and sashimi!) but they also have steak, crab legs and mac and cheese! They are the best buffet in town... and they serve alcohol!

Gonna go shopping for some cloths for you next week. This is going to be fun. I haven't bought you cloths in ages! I get to dress you like a doll! Hahaha! Don't worry, I don't like preppy stuff any more than you do, but don't count on saggy pants either! It'll be jeans, Dickies and khakis.

Maybe I'll go shopping this weekend. What size shoe do you wear?

Till then, be safe. Love you always,

Mom~

30 DAYS AND A WAKE UP!

2008-04-24T13:37:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Art and his girlfriend are trying to get his flight switched to a later date. There is no way he's going to miss out on seeing his big brother! Shannel should be in town as well, and her husband Levi will join her and the little ones in June. Too bad Eric and Brinton have moved. But the rest of the Brew Crew should still be around.

Another gorgeous day but we have rain in the forecast. Thats good since the fire on Carson is still smoldering. Dad says there are hot spots up in the trees and all it would take is one good gust of wind to get them going again. If we're lucky the rain will come early and stay a while.

In all my excitement I forgot to mention that Grandma's test results came back clear and her doctor has declared her officially cancer free. That is such a great relief to everyone. Auntie Lisa is still undergoing her treatments but she's as tough as Grandma so I'm betting it will just be a matter of time before she too is off the chemo.

Luck and God have been on your side. May they continue to do so and bring you safely home. Love you always,

Mom~

31 DAYS

2008-04-23T14:42:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Word is quickly getting around and folks are checking in to find out when you are going to be in town. I had hopes of Little Zack flying out to join you here, but with his mom due to give birth to his baby sister right around that time I don't know if Grandma Connie will be able to leave to bring him here. Kim will have to check with her about that.

My car is out of commission, waaaa!, but Dad is now trying to get Big Red running , yay! I've been walking home from work, waaaa, but I'm getting faster with each passing day... yay! This time next week I will practically fly home, I'll be that quick! Hahahaha, not really! I think I'm getting shin splints.

Its finally starting to warm up. Its in the 70's right now. Of course that doesn't mean that it won't snow on us any time soon, you know how it is here in Colorado. So, we're enjoying it while we can. We've already had two really bad brush fires this month including one on Carson which is still burning. They lost a tanker pilot in that fire, so sad. Dad has an amazing picture of him in flight just before the accident. We're still debating over whether to send it to the pilot's family or not. We'll probably have someone let the family know of its existence and let them decide for themselves. It really is a beautiful picture of him doing what he loved to do.

I hear a motor running somewhere in the house. There shouldn't be a motor running anywhere in the house so I suppose I should go and see what the kids are destroying this time. You take care and be safe. See you in about 31 days. Love you always,

Mom~

CRAZY COLORADO WEATHER

2008-03-29T14:12:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Have you heard from Kimmie yet? I hope I'm not spoiling her surprise. Instead of her going back to Ohio for a visit next month her mom is going to bring Little Zack out here when you are here on leave. How cool is that? I am so excited. Keep your fingers crossed that this time it goes through as planned. I hear Zack is wearing big boy britches now, now more diapers. Woo Hoo!

Its beautiful outside right now. 64 degrees and sunny. Its hard to believe that I had to chip ice off my windshield yesterday morning. Even this morning was so cold at 4am that I just missed the arrival of the frost. Its always colder at 6am than it is at 4am here, crazy huh? Anyhow I'm not getting too excited yet, Colorado typically gets the most snow during the month of April, which is just a couple of days away.

Hey, I talked to our old neighbor Mr. Martin, who sends his regards. He says Jerrell is married with one little one. He's an Honor Guard at Fort Meyer, Va. Yep, his daddy is very proud of him, and you as well!

Its just weeks now before we get you back. Needless to say I can't wait. And to have both of your boys here too, it will be awesome! Keep safe, see you soon!

Love as always,

Mom~

Boo! Oh, did I scare you?

2008-03-23T20:21:00.000-07:00

Look, it's me. I miss you more than the world itself right now Gabe. It's like the role model of mine is to far away to see me make my accomplishments. But since you are not here to see I shall tell you instead. There is a violin still in my hands about every other day that notes come dancing from the strings. I am still singing, though the two are not on my schedule for next year does not mean I am quiting. I plan to go to a College that gives me a chance for a good Biology, Oceanography and Astronomy practice. It also means that I have to do a LOT of math. But in the end it will be worth it for when I see all new nebula's or discover all sorts of new marine life or organisms in isolated area's. My first discovery will be named Something Like... I don't know... How about TyOsa... Only because it sounds cool. Well, it does, so NEH! Mom says I would not pick up music again after next year, but I am going to try and get the classes back senior year. Sophmore year went by really slow. It sucked big time also, but CSAP is over!!! YEAH! now it's onto SAT and ACT, but I will rock at those.

Well, happy Easter, and happy RANDOM DAY YOU READ THIS! Lol. Smile, I still look up to you brother! See, I'm smiling and so it Share Bear!

~ReBecca~

~Love you~

Happy Easter!!!

2008-03-23T19:34:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey Gaka!

The Powwow was Amazing and Dad actually spents some money (on Me, Becca, and the cousins, of course!) I hope you had an awesome Easter! I gotta go to let Becca on so she can write a letter.

Love always,
~~~Rocky

P.S. Grandpa says "Hi." (from Hawaii)

HAPPY EASTER!

2008-03-23T16:06:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Wouldn't you know, it snowed again. So I didn't get to go up to Denver to see Auntie Kesi and the family. I felt bad but Dad said that there were a lot of cars that had skidded off the road all along I-25 so its a good thing I didn't try to drive up there.

We're just having a roast for dinner. I wasn't sure when the gang would be home from Denver (I was supposed to be with them, grrrrr!) so we didn't make plans to have Kim and the boys over. We'll have to get them up sometime this week. She bought some plastic eggs and a basket for the boys to have an Easter Egg hunt with. How fun. I remember when you guys used to hunt for eggs in the house and back yard. It seems like ages ago.

So is there an Easter bunny in Iraq? I killed the one out here after I caught it leaving pallets and pallets of Easter junk all over my work floor. Drove me nuts, I was so glad to walk in this morning and see it all cleared out... FINALLY! Goodness, we had enough pre-packed baskets to supply all the kids in the US here in my store. Grrrrrrrr!

Any news yet on your leave? I hope its soon. I'm ready to have you home, even if just for a little while. Till then take care and be safe.

Love you always,

Mom~

HAPPY ST. PATTY'S DAY!

2008-03-17T19:27:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I had a glass of green beer for you. Okay, maybe I had it for myself, but I was thinking of you when I drank it so in essence I was sharing. Did you get some corned beef and cabbage? We had that the week before last so tonight we had green bratwurst instead (thanks to Rocky and a overly enthusiastic squeeze on the green food coloring bottle).

Your Auntie Kesi and the family should be here Friday. By here I mean Colorado. They're staying up in Denver for the Pow Wow, but Kesi and the baby might come down here and stay a few extra days. I hope so.

Kim and the boys are all sick. There's a head and chest cold bug blowing around town and its hitting hard. We're supposed to take her out to the mall tomorrow (Zack and Art are babysitting the little guys) to give her a break. Hopefully she'll be feeling better by then. If not maybe we'll just hang out at the house and take of the little ones while she gets some rest.

Can't wait to see you again. Soon, very soon!

Love you always,

Mom~

Come home soon!

2008-03-13T13:45:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Have you got the packages yet? I'm sorry it took so long for me to get them out. I kept forgetting about them until I was in bed and then I would remember and my eyes would pop wide open with an 'Oh shit!' Grrrrrrr!

I think spring is trying to move in to the Rockies slowly but surely. My allergies are kicking in, thats a good sign I suppose. I have this feeling we are still in for at least one more good snow fall before we're out of the woods though. The roads have been good so far. That worries me. I'll be so happy when summer gets here, but then you know I'll just start fussing about the heat and lack of rain. There's just no pleasing me.

We've got our fingers crossed for you to come home on leave earlier than originally planned, and then home for good even sooner. Kim's mom is pretty sick and Kim wants to go home. I'm getting an ulcer over that. Naturally she wants to be with her mom and help out, but she just moved into the apartment and I doubt they will allow her to break the lease without having to pay a lot of $. Plus it will cost a lot to get her and the boys back there, and I don't think she can travel with them without help but I don't know how we will be able to swing that. Its just a mess. And selfishly I really want her and the boys to stay here. I really love those guys. Oh well, we'll work something out, we always do.

Your Auntie Kesi and the family will be coming to Denver for the Denver March Pow Wow next weekend. Dad already has a hotel booked for us so we can spend as much time as possible with them. I have to work the whole weekend so can only go up for part of Friday and Saturday. I'm going to try to get Kim and the boys up one day so they can watch the dancing and meet your cousins. I haven't seen Kesi's littlest baby, I think he's about a year old now. I can't wait to see them again.

Drop us a line when you can. Hope to see you soon. Be safe as always.

Love Mom~

Every Friggn' Bone.

2008-02-23T21:04:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

Today we went to melee again and well, I'm feeling it in every bone in my body. Mom took some photos of us. I went one on one against a coupple of the older guys including Art and Zach. There were lots of funny things going on and even Dad had a blast when he grapped a sword and entered the battlefield. Some of the pictures that Mom took got him so hyped up for an illegal shot he did. ((Even though he was still proud)) Well, I know this is a short letter, But I have to go. It's already 10:00pm over here so I should probably go to bed.

Love Always,

Rocky

GUESS WHAT?! I'M MISSING A LEG!! and more melee nonsense

2008-02-16T18:45:00.000-08:00

Hey Gabe. Well As stated in the title, I'm "missing a leg!" Arthur joined a group called Melee which is this really cool group that gathers every Saturday to beat the crud out of each other. Well, Dad fixed the car for mom and scraped up some time to take me down for some pictures. I took a few, and then joined the fun. The reason for the "missing a leg" statement was because the way we fight is like if we had real weapons. If someone hits your arm, you lose it. If someone hits you in the leg...well...you get the picture. I was going to put 'Guess what?! I died!' as the title, but that didn't seem so fitting. Hehe. ((but I did die like 2 times LOL)) I also killed someone!!....or two....Hahaha, yeah. I figured it would be an interesting conversation at school to just walk up to someone and whisper "Hey, man, help me out. I killed to people on Saturday." I would assume they might be a little worried in their response. But yeah, the pictures above ARE me. How sad, my hair is all gone. Now now, don't get angry at me, it was Becca's idea to play stylist and cut it off, get her. LOL It doesn't look bad at all, just different. So, how have you been? Good I hope. I'll send you some more pics later. G2G.

Love always,

Rocky.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

2008-02-14T14:40:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

So how is Valentine's Day out there in the desert? I feel so guilty, I still have your Valentine's box here. I kind of ran out of money to send it though, I sank everything thing I had and then some into a used camera. I'll be able to get you a bunch of pictures of Kimmie and the boys now though so I hope you'll forgive me. And the package should be going out next week so you will be getting it, eventually.

Auntie Kesi and the family will be driving out for the Denver March Pow Wow. They're getting a room in Denver. Dad will probably do so for one night. I'll be working all weekend but I get off early enough so I'll just drive up. I'm going to try to talk Kimmie into going with me one day, I think she'll enjoy it. I know the little guys will.

Dad and I will be celebrating our anniversary tonight at the Mason Jar in Manitou Springs. Lobster, mmmmmmmmmm! 24 years, that seems like so long ago. Wow.

Any way, I hope you had a peaceful day. We miss you very much. Can't wait to get you back here.

Be safe, love you always!

Mom~

HOW 'BOUT THEM GIANTS?

2008-02-04T15:41:00.000-08:00

So anyhow, how 'bout them Giants? We went to a Super Bowl party at Mark and Arlinda's house out in Beaver Creek (Mike Macy's friend, remember them?)and I do believe I was the only one cheering on the Giants. It should have gotten awfully quiet when the Patriots started losing and everyone else in the house became subdued... but I couldn't tell, I was YELLING too much! Wooo hooo! WAY TO GO NEW YORK!

Dad called a little bit ago. He went off the road and into a ditch today down range in the work truck. He says he's okay but he totalled the truck. Today is our anniversary, but it will be late by the time he gets home and I don't think he'll be in the mood for celebrating. He says he just bumped his knee but I'm going to worry until I see for myself. Poor guy, he sounded so depressed over the phone. I know things will be okay, but until he finds out for sure he's going to worry.

I took Kim some WIC stuff... milk, cereal, eggs, more peanut butter... etc. Poor thing, the downstairs neighbor is really harassing her. I don't think that woman will be happy unless the boys stay perfectly still and absolutely silent. Kim finally called the apartment manager because the banging on the ceiling (Kim's floor) every time the boys made a sound (and sometimes even when they didn't!) was getting ridiculous. Hopefully the manager was able to reason with the lady. Grrrrrrr! People like that really irk me! Kim's handling everything in stride though. She's really doing awesome.

Those nuts over at Cold Steel sent the machete here so I'll send it out in the next day or two. You'll be getting another package with other goodies about that time as well so be looking for it. Till then, stay safe. Miss you, Love you!

Mom~

Hey!

2008-01-31T20:50:00.000-08:00

Gabe!

I have been in a decent mood lately, a little bit jumpy, but I'm okay. I've been with Jon for a while now and I keep telling myself not to get to close, but I get pulled into him so easily. Heh, it's going to be a year for knowing him and seven months of dating him. He's been getting me back into ICP, at the beggining I wasn't a big fan of it. School, it has been interesting for me. I'm actually failing two classes and I have slipped so bad, but Jon got me back on track. Which is kinda of funny because he won't let me help him. I'm so happy about my credits though, I'm officially a junior! This is amazing! Most of my friends who have straight A's are still counted as Sophmores, I think it's funny. ^.^ Well hey, I'm singing at Winter Ball! It's absolutely AMAZING! It's a Masquarde ball, so I get to dress up and be Gorgeous for the night. Smile! BE HAPPY! I've gotten into the habbit to were if the Carebear you gave me is not on my bed, I can not sleep. It's the closest thing I have of you I know of.

Not to make you sad, but yesterday, I went with Jon to a Cementary, for he had just recently lost a friend of his and wanted to visit her grave. It was no big deal for me, or so I thought. Until I found out it was the same Cementary where Nolan is and just two blocks from his Tombstone. I couldn't even step out of the van 'till Jon grabbed my hand and told me it was going to be okay. I kept looking towards the tombstone though, and kept silent. But Geese were there and it made me feel real good. Nature was about his area, as usual. Bandi's ashes are over there too, so he isn't alone. Heh, I remeber when we got Bandi and put her on your legs and she would bite at your leg hairs. That was funny, because you didn't kick her off so you couldn't chase us until you pulled her off. Or when she hide in the couch cushions and bite at our butts or back. Haha, or putting tape on her feet then placing her on a hard flooring. Then her stashings of fruit loops and what ever else she loved. Hehe, those were good times.

Well, I must be off, I have school.

Love you Bro! Miss you, COME HOME!

~ReBecca~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2007-12-25T19:46:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

What a difference grand babies make at Christmas time! I can't begin to tell you how happy I was this morning watching the 3 little guys as they tore into the packages the many Santas left for them. Quite honestly I'm not sure which was more fun... shopping for the little ones, or watching their faces when they saw each gift.

Art's girlfriend and her family spent Christmas Eve with us. You would absolutely love Emily. She's a little eccentric and we never know what color her hair will be from one day to the next, but she and Art are just the perfect couple. I've already warned Art and her family that if they ever break up Art will have to leave because I'm keeping Em. Her family is real cool too. Becca and Em are best friends, and Art and her brother have been friends since Jr. high.

Kimmie and the boys spent the afternoon and evening at David's house. We had a nice dinner with just us. As usual we set a plate and glass for you. Dad said grace for us... and you and your buddies. We had ham, with candied yams (thanks Art!) and green beans. I love these holiday meals because we all sit at the table together, say grace and talk about old times. Just think, by next year everything we do now will be 'old times'. I'm so glad Kimmie and the little Oompas are with us now to become good old times.

I hope you had a great Christmas. Thank you so much for bringing Kimmie and the little guys into our lives. We miss you and love you so much! Be safe,

Mom~

MERRY XMAS!!!

2007-12-25T09:18:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas Gabe!!! Hope to see you again soon man! The little dude's were fairly well behaved, so it was all pretty fun.

X MAS

2007-12-25T09:11:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS
GAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Love Rocky

ARE YOU HAVING FUN YET?

2007-12-12T20:57:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

I saw Maurice Sweet this evening at Rocky's concert. He said to tell you hi and to call him when you get in town. He's staying at his mom's house helping her with the residents she keeps. He's over 6 feet tall now, but still has the same soft spoken voice. His mama is so proud of him.

The boys are settling in just fine. They have all of the kids wrapped around their fingers. Even Zack was playing 'peek-a-boo' with Ayden. And he brought out Mr. Dragon for the little guys to play with. Can you believe that? I can, I knew it was just a matter of time.

Today is the first day it hasn't snowed since Friday. We're going up to the mountains to cut down a Christmas tree on Sunday. Dad bought the boys hats, gloves and boots the other day so they can go with us. And although its almost 2 weeks late we're celebrating St. Nicholai on Saturday. I thought your brothers and sisters had outgrown it, but I thought wrong. They want to do the shoes too. We'll set out one of your old shoes as well, just for shits and giggles.

Jim and Deb send their love, as does Miss Ellie. Her club sent you a package so let me know when you get it so I can tell her. Also, when you get the Christmas stockings addressed to you from Buffalo, New York could you please try to get a picture of you and the other guys with them? My friend Debbie would like to have a picture to show the community that donated all the goodies.

Well, its late and I should hit the sack. I'll be sending a prayer your way, as usual. Be safe.

Miss you, love you!

Mom~

MY LETTER!!!

2007-12-11T20:57:00.000-08:00

Dear Gaka,

Hey Gabe. Well I figured you'd find out eventually, so here's your next hunting target. Hehe....this is Nick. Yeah. And that's all you need to know from me or your outside source. So anyways, I'm joining the Janitell Chess Team (I know I'm a Geek) and I quit bowling intramurals. Its Been really shaky after most of the teachers left for the other districts , so everyone's always crabby. Guess what? I changed your son's 10-pound diaper. Any more of that kinda stuff and he'll end up like you ; clogging the toilets and laughing every time it stinks up the place. Well, moms trying to take a nap and it's almost 10:00pm, so I'll talk to you later.Peace Love and Chicken Grease

Love you always,

~Rocky

Week 1

2007-12-06T12:40:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

Look at that precious little face. I can't tell you how happy I have been these past few days. And his big brothers are absolutely adorable. Kimmie is such a trooper, you would be so proud of her. I know I am. That was quite a big step she took leaving the security of her family and moving out here with a house full of strangers.

She's been busy trying to get the little guys on WIC. We were a little concerned about medical, but guess what came in the mail today? A brochure from their old medical insurance company, addressed to you! Talk about amazing! Once we get Ryott's birth certificate we can get them all enrolled.

We are all just getting over some icky stomach bug. The little guys got it really bad, and one after the other, and then Kim got it. That poor thing was worn ragged, but she's an awesome mother and nursed them all through it. I've still got Rocky home with me today, she had a rough day yesterday but must be feeling better now because she's been fussing all afternoon about how I wouldn't let her go to school after lunch today.

Drop us a line when you have time and let us know whats going on with your knee. Shame on you for not telling your mama! Okay, not really, but I am concerned. Write me!

Be safe son. Miss you, love you always! And don't worry about Kimmie and the boys. They'll be fine. I just hope we don't drive them nuts!

Mom~

WISH YOU WERE HERE, but thankful just the same...

2007-11-22T20:04:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

I can't tell you how nice it was to hear your voice on the phone this afternoon. I'm glad you had a nice meal. I told the kids about you tasting the big fake cake and leaving a gouge in the frosting. They got a kick out of that.

The kids all helped out with the cooking and they did awesome. Becca made the pumpkin pies from scratch, even the crust! Art did the maple squash (very delicious!), Rocky did a perfect batch of homemade mashed potatoes and giblet gravy, and Zack did a batch of homemade biscuits (of course!) Dad did the deep fried turkey. And I did the corn (homemade - from scratch of course!) and I also did the dishes! Actually I supervised the whole production. It would have been so much easier and faster if I had done it all myself, but what fun would that be?

I really have to finish the dishes so I can get to bed. I have to work in the morning. You know how crazy the dad after Thanksgiving can be. Fortunately I work in back with the local grocery deliveries so I don't have to deal with that craziness. Thank goodness!

Happy Thanksgiving son. Miss you so much. Stay safe.

Love always,

Mom~

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

2007-11-21T23:29:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

Another Thanksgiving without you, and yet so much more to be thankful for. Looking ahead I know that you will still be over there for even one more holiday season still. I hope you don't lose faith in these traditions. They are yours to pass on down to your sons when you are reunited. In the meantime, I hope you get to share a nice meal with friends over there and reflect on things you yourself are thankful for.

The kids don't know it yet but they will be doing much of the cooking tomorrow and Friday. I don't know how many more holidays we will all be together so they may as well learn how to cook for them now. That really isn't a big deal since they all know how to cook and enjoy it. Nope, the big deal will be getting them to help with the clean up afterwards!

We're doing our Harvest Feast on Friday but we won't be having anyone over like we used to. I have to work and won't have time to cook for a crowd. That's okay, that means I may actually get some of the dove breasts this time! A little bacon, maybe a pepperocini with it... mmmmmmm!

I guess I better hit the sack. Its after midnight and I've got a lot of delegating to do when everyone gets up to start cooking. Have a great day son. Be safe. Miss you and love you always,

Mom~

LOOKIE LOOKIE WHO I SEE!

2007-11-15T06:21:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

Look at this adorable little guy. Kimmie sent me this picture through the cell phone. I'm soooo excited, its just weeks, maybe even days before I get to hug him! Kimmie and I will be making the flight arrangements today. Soon, Gabe, real soon! The only problem we may have is getting the seats all together. We'll have to be all side by side across the aisle or one row in front of the other. We will have to go with a later flight if we can't get seats like that since the kids don't know me yet and will need to be able to see Kimmie so they won't be scared.

And Little Zack, I shall finally be able to meet my first grandbaby. I am sooo excited I think I shall positively pop!

By the way, I set this journal up so that you can write in it too. I'm not sure how it works, I guess you just have to sign in and click on the blog. Then you can post little messages to the kids and Kimmie if you want... Or to your Mama... hint hint!

Well, got lots to do, we're still trying to get this old house baby proofed. You should be here to help you know, so hurry back okay?

Miss you, Love you as always,

Mom~

BABY PROOFING

2007-11-09T16:26:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

We start baby proofing the house this weekend. I'm sooooo damn excited I can barely sit still! So far the plan is for me to fly out there to Ohio, spend the night and then Kimmie, the boys and I will fly out together the next day or day after. Hopefully I'll be able to meet Little Zack as well... oh I hope so!

Becca will be giving Kimmie her room and will move into Zack's room. If Big Zack goes back to Florida then there's no problem. If he doesn't, there's still no problem since he and Art have already agreed to bunk together. This is all just falling right into place. I love it!

Kim sent me a picture of Little Ryott on the cell phone. He is sooooo adorable. He had a big ole slobbery grin. I can't wait to hug and kiss his slobbery little face!

Praying that plans all work out. Praying harder that you stay safe. Miss you, love you always,

Mom~

My how time flies...

2007-11-01T11:27:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I heard from Kimmie. She seems serious about moving out here. Maybe its just because I want to believe her but she really seems sincere. I hope she can. I've even volunteered to baby sit for her. Actually I practically begged, but ohhhhhhhh I can't wait to hold little Ryott and I already adore the other two boys through what you've said. Got my fingers crossed so tight I may have cut the blood circulation off... I don't suppose Kayle would consider moving out this way as well? Got lots of room for Little Zack in my arms.

Big Zack is still here. We don't know for sure if he's going back to Florida. I hope he does because that was good money, but he'll have to cut his hair. On the other hand, now that he's got his driver's license he'll be able to start looking for a better paying job around here if that doesn't work out instead of being limited to places he can pedal to on his bike. What ever happens I'm confident that he will make the most of it. I'm so proud of him. It was a slow start for him, but he's really chasing his goals now. My boy is finally growing up. Yay! Now to find him a woman!

The other kids are trouble as usual. Art is always late for school. Grrrrrrrrr! That boy was late being born, he's late for almost everything and will probably be late for his own funeral. You would like his girlfriend. She changes her hair color as much as 'Manda did. She's pink right now. I met her when she was Smurfette blue. She was contemplating green or purple next but when I threatened to call her 'Shrek' if she went green she decided on Mesa Ridge Purple. Thats cool, I can live with that. She's a doll though, I absolutely adore her and have already warned Art that if anything happens to them, he's outta here and SHE stays! Hehehehehe!

Becca has a steady boyfriend. I may have mentioned him before. Dad has already introduced him to his arsenal when we went to Mark's house to shoot the guns and cannons. Of course Mark and Mike had to add their own subliminal threats. I don't think we have to worry about that guy breaking Becca's heart, he's probably too scared to do anything wrong. I'll bet he didn't know she came with so many daddys.

And Rocky is still just our little Rocky. Every once in a while she'll dress up and I'll catch a glimpse of her and think 'wow, that girl is gorgeous!' but then she opens her mouth and she's still just my little rowdy Rocky. She's really getting into her drumming and is already making plans on joining the marching band next year. Go Rocky!

As for Dad and I, well, do we ever really change? Dad is still waiting for the job in Pinon Canon to open up again. If that happens and he gets it he will be moving down there and come home on the weekends. It would be like a vacation for him, getting away from the chaos of our house during the week. Hmmmmmmm, maybe that's why he wants the job so badly... Hey, wait a minute!

Take care of yourself son. We miss you so much and pray often for your safety.

Love Mom~

I SAW YOU!

2007-10-23T13:30:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

What a blast to find you online yesterday, and on webcam too, how cool! I only wish I could have saved it and played it back later for the kids. They were disappointed to have missed you. Rocky scolded me, she said I should have woken her up, even if it was only 3:30 in the morning. I was a little late to work, but nobody minded because they know...

I'm taking Zack for driving lessons today. He's going to the same place you took your test at. They have a quick course and hopefully he will have his license when he leaves on the 1st. He's been pretty good about getting everything he needed to do done, this is the last thing. He still has to get a laptop. We'll be doing that today as well. He's getting a Dell from Walmart. We tried a cheaper computer but it crashed about 5 days after he bought it so now we're getting him the good one even if it is a little more expensive. He's got a cell phone too, I'll send you his number later.

Christmas is coming up on us real quick. I can't wait to start shopping for the Grandbabies. I hope the girls don't mind me sending all the kids stuff again this year. I love shopping for babies, especially my grandbabies! I just read online that all packages for the troops should be sent out by October 31st to get to you guys by Christmas, thats just crazy! Oh well, I guess I better get shopping.

Missing you always,

Love Mom~

THINKING ABOUT YOU

2007-10-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

There's snow atop of Pike's Peak. Not a whole lot, but definitely enough to remind us that winter is on its way. I had to scrape frost off of the windshield the other morning. Brrrrrrrrrr!

Art and Becca leave for Fort Collins tomorrow after school for the State Marching Band Finals. They are currently in 8th place in their division. Yay Mesa Ridge! Your friend Valerie's baby sister Megan is a drummer. She remembers you from the video you guys made for class. That was what, 3, maybe 4 years ago? I wonder if Valerie still has that video. I'll be it would be fun to watch.

Dad is still at elk camp but should be back sometime today or tomorrow. We haven't heard from him since last week when he left so I'm thinking he probably hasn't dropped anything yet. He has the ultra mag so you know if he can see it he can shoot it! He's out in Glenwood Springs or someplace like that. He got my flu just before he went up there and it snowed so who knows how much hunting he actually did. Bert is with him along with a couple of other guys from work. I call them the Geriatric Hunt Club. They're probably all sitting around a propane heater at camp, drinking frozen beer while waiting for an elk to walk into camp. Hehehehe!

Drop us a line when you can. In the mean time know that we are all here praying for you and missing you as always.

Love Mom~

ARE YOU THERE YET NOW?

2007-10-04T10:45:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

The nights are getting colder now but so far no frost on the windows in the morning. Still, there's no doubt that winter is on its way. I love this time of year, with the warm sun and a light breeze. I was thinking yesterday how nice it would be if it were like that year round. Can you tell I'm dreading the snow? I love snow but dang I hate driving on it. Grrrrrr!

Guess who Rocky's student teacher is for Art? Wrong... its Christy! Our Christy! How cool is that? Christy is still teaching cheerleading on the side, she owns her own instruction school now and her squads seem to be doing pretty well in competitions.

The excitement is really building up about Zack's homecoming Saturday night. We have so much to do when he gets back. He needs to get a cell phone, a laptop, a driver's license, his wisdom teeth pulled. And he has a whole menu of stuff he wants me to cook for him. I miss him, but I'm glad he has taken this huge step towards independence. I'd be sad if I wasn't so dang proud of him.

Send us a mailing address as soon as you get one. We're all itching to start sending stuff out your way. I promise I won't get too carried away and bog you down with useless stuff. Besides, the important stuff.... like prayers and well wishes, don't take up any space at all. Let us know what you need and I'm sure we can find a way to get it out to you.

Be safe my son. Missing you, Loving you always,

Mom~

OLD FRIENDS

2007-09-30T17:25:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Erik came by yesterday. He finally got his Tempest back. Its painted pearl white, and its gorgeous! Of course the interior is still messed up, but he'll be working on that later. He stopped by to say 'good-bye'. He leaves for California next week. He's going to start all over with a clean slate. Not many people get the opportunity to do that. I'm happy for him.

I ran in to Jason and Ashley last night at the store. Their little girl is so big. So is Ashley. She's due with their second girl at the end of this month. They say this is their last, hahahaha. Famous last words! We'll see.

Zack comes home on Saturday. We're all looking forward to that. He'll only be here for about 2 weeks before he flies back to Florida, but thats fine with me. I'm just glad he can come home to visit. Its almost been 3 months since he left. I hear he has a nice farmer's tan. I've got to get him to take his shirt off to sun his chest a little.

All your old friends from the store send their love and prayers. So many still remember you. Don't know how you feel about it but you're pretty much a 'Hometown Hero'. Most of the soldiers here are from other states and are only stationed here. You are from here, and therefore you are everyone's son. It warms my heart to hear them talk about you.

Missing you, love you always~

Mom

ARE YOU THERE YET?

2007-09-28T15:56:00.000-07:00

Okay, good.

Now come on back home.

I wish it were that easy. Oh well, lets see. According to my reverse countdown you are

3 DAYS CLOSER TO HOME!

Until then, be safe, and know that we all miss and love you very much.

Mom~

2007-09-26T10:42:00.000-07:00

God Speed my son,

Missing you already, Loving you always.

Mom~

Moonlit Resolution

2007-09-22T18:50:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

This has been a difficult month for me to say the least, though I'll wager it comes nothing close to the difficulties you are having to deal with. I had my little pity party. I screamed and cried into my pillow. And then I became resolved to work with the obstacles. Whats a little distance between grand children and grand parents right? It'll work out eventually. I can still be a grandmother and I can still love my precious little grandbabies without physically holding them. I just hug them a little longer when we do finally get together. I am at peace with that thought.

Tonight I stared at the moon for a long time. I put a lot of faith in my God, but to the moon I asked that it watch over you and your guys. That it shine a welcome reflection of home, and cast a gentle shadow of protection. I find comfort in knowing that it will be there for you just as it will be here for me. Even now it shines down upon us both.

Soon the moon will be full. I'm not ready for it yet. I don't think I ever will, given the choice, but it is not up to me. I shall be fine. I pray that you will as well.

Love always,

Mom~

CONGRATULATIONS PAPA

2007-09-05T16:39:00.000-07:00

Another boy. Fantastic Gabriel. You must be so happy. I know I am.

Riot Angel. I'm not even sure if I'm spelling his name right, but I like it. It's kind of a Ying Yang kind of name. I'm sure he will do it justice. Hehehehe.

So here it is, early fall. I've used Riot's birth as a distraction but now that he is here there is little left to focus on except for your deployment. I pray that it is easier than your first one. I pray that it is shorter. I pray that it achieves its objectives and is worth it.

I pray that it is your last and you are able to spend the rest of your days with your boys.

Love you always,

Mom~

2007-04-23T20:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I forgot to ask you when the baby is due. I'm so excited. The girls and I will be going out tomorrow to look for some more apartment brochures in the area. Becca says the Widefield apartments are really nice now (new management), and hey... they're just down the way! Far enough for Kim to have her space, close enough for us to help her out any time she needs it.

Miss Val, Nicole, Conan (remember him?) the baby and JT moved down the block. I'm so excited to have them so close. Becca is going to be their back-up baby sitter. Little Andrew is such a sweet heart. Morla's ex (I know you remember Mark) leaves for the east coast tomorrow. I'm still mad at him for what he did to Morla, but I hope he doesn't go back to Iraq because it is so hard on the little ones.

As for you going back to Iraq, my reasons are purely selfish. Its so hard on me... I'm really not ready this time. But I promise you this, if you can get Kim out here, I will make sure she is well taken care of, her and all of the boys, until you can come back and resume your duties.

Anyhow, I just wanted you to know how much I love you son. Always, forever,

Mom~

TIME

2007-03-11T17:35:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Can you believe we're already in the middle of March? Its amazing how quickly the time is passing now.

I wish it would slow down a little. Just for now. I find myself dreading the approach of summer. No doubt when it arrives I shall be praying for it to speed on past.

I read your message about getting back into the swing of things, getting ready. I guess thats my cue too. I'm not ready for this again but oh well, ready or not, here it comes.

I hope you get to make it back here before you deploy. Or maybe we'll have to take a road trip out your way, the whole family... so that we can see you and Little Zachary... and meet Kim.

Til then, take care.

Love you always~

Mom

ARTHUR'S POEM

2007-02-07T16:44:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

By now I know you have already read this poem, but I really wanted to post it here for you, and Idanan, Bishop and Husted. I honestly cried when I first read it. I had no idea Art was capable of this depth of writing. No, thats not entirely true. I've read other poems by him that have surprised me so I should have expected this, but still it took me off guard.

Anyhow, the point is, your buddies, your commerades in arms, your Army family, is our family as well. We count on them to cover your back just as their families count on you. What happens to your troop out there affects all of us, family and strangers, yet family none the less.

I'm still waiting to hear from you and your 'news'. I'm hoping its good news. I'm hoping its about a new family, a new job, a new hope. I'm hoping its happy. I'm happy just in case. Call me, or write me. The suspense is killing me worse than any bad news might. CALL ME!

Still missing you but love you always.

Mom~

IT'S BEEN A WHILE

2007-01-31T07:36:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

It's been a while since I last wrote. I think I've been avoiding it. I know whats slowly but surely making its way into the not so distant future and I'm trying to hold it back, to avoid thinking on it as if by doing so it just might go away and never happen.

I saw Mettie and his mom on Larry King the other night. He looked so aware, its hard to comprehend the extent of his injuries. He has such big bright blue eyes. I felt like I could see right into his mind through them and I wanted to tell him to wake up, to come out and play.

I feel a dull ache in the back of my head, a dark fear that threatens to fill my mind. We've met before, this fear and I. I lived with it, I fought it for the entire time you were in Iraq. I thought I had conquered it and rejoiced that it was gone from my life. I learned to sleep through the night without nightmares. I knew you might have to go back again, but I was just so damn happy that you were home.

But reality cannot be avoided forever. The shadows in my mind loom clearer and closer with each passing day. I'm not ready for another round. There will never be enough time in between trips for a mother to prepare for her child returning to war. I wish you were closer to home.

Promise me you will take advantage of all that is beautiful and wonderful around you now. Go fishing. Take a walk in the woods. Listen to the birds. Listen to a love song. Smell the flowers. Drink good beer, taste new foods. Make new friends. Renew old friendships. Make happy memories to carry in your thoughts for those long nights when you are far from family and friends.

And I shall continue to beat off the darkness that threatens to push me off the deep end. Who knows, the winds may shift, prayers may be answered, decisions may be made that turn the tide of things and we may yet see peace.

Love you always,

Mom~

MERRY CHRISTMAS GABE!

2006-12-25T13:38:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

How I wished you could have been here with us this morning. I'm glad you were able to spend it with Little Zachary though. Thanks for calling, that really made my day.

Your sisters really brought out the Scrooge in me this year. I might have to invest some money and send them both to obedience school... or boot camp! Aghhhh!

Wow, 2006 is almost over and in just a few days it will be a new year. This year was so long and stressful that I'm glad its over, but I'm not too sure I'm ready for what the new year holds in store for us. Oh well, ready or not... here it comes.

Enjoy your time with your son. It doesn't last. He'll grow up and be every bit as Oompish as you, your brothers and sisters were (still are!) Can't wait to see you both, soon I hope.

Love you always,

Mom~

1 YEAR

2006-11-21T13:20:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

I didn't realize at the time you called that it was an anniversary of sorts. I was worried about the sadness in your voice, the way your laugh was kind of forced. I was disappointed about the news that you and Zack wouldn't be able to fly out at the end of the year, but that was no biggie. What concerned me was the difficulty you are having adjusting now that you are back in the states. I hope you find a happy in-between to get you through this.

And of course I hated the news of your possible trip being a little sooner than planned. I hated that part. I decided to look at it in a positive light though. The sooner you go, the sooner it will be over with and hopefully you won't have to extend to finish your tour. Then you can come back home. That is what I shall focus on.

Back to the 'anniversary of sorts', I realized yesterday what the 19th of November was. Suddenly it all came back to me, like a fresh wound, and I found myself crying for Idanan just as I had the night you told me the news a year ago. I still think of him and the others. For a moment I wished you had never met them, so you wouldn't hurt when they were taken from you, but then I realized how much more would have been lost, so carry their memory with you always.

Ugh, I hope I'm not depressing you. Heck, I'm depressing myself. I'm just so glad you're home, even if you're not right here with us. Can't wait until you're home for good. I don't even care where 'home' ends up being. I just miss you.

Love you always,

Mom~

VETERANS

2006-11-16T10:13:00.000-08:00

Dear Gabe,

Its still hard to adjust to the thought that you are now a veteran. I'm just so thankful that you came back safe. I still cry for those who didn't.

I love this video. I know I sent you the link before, but here it is again. Its Canadian, but the message is international.

Love you always,

Mom

2006-08-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

WELCOME HOME
GABRIEL!

SOOOO CLOSE!

2006-08-23T18:16:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Sorry if I sounded weird over the phone when you called. I had been sleeping on the couch and was still half asleep until I recognized your voice. What a wonderful way to wake up.

Everyone is getting so excited about your homecoming. Not just here in Colorado but all over the country.... Grandma and Grandpa, all of your aunties and uncles, cousins, and so many wonderful people who have been reading updates on you here and over at the Dust Bunny Club. I've had a couple of people offer to stand in for us and meet you at the plane. We are all so happy and relieved that your tour is just about over.

And now I have something else to look forward to, your homecoming to Colorado. I hope Kayle will agree to let Little Zachary come with you. I'm so impatient to hold him and squeeze him, and cuddle and spoil your little boy, its making me NUTS!

So anyhow, enjoy the scenery and have a safe journey home. We'll see you in a few weeks.

Love you always,

Mom~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2006-08-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

Dude, you better slow down or you're gonna catch up with Dad and I! Happy Birthday Son. Hurry home, we'll have a cake waitin' for you, and some of that nasty beer you like so much...

Be safe. Miss you, love you always,

Mom~

DEAR HEROES

2006-08-14T08:51:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I just wanted to share this letter with you. I got it from McClean's dad, who got it from a co-worker's wife, who got it from one of her special needs students. He posted several letters on the Rakkasan board, but this one really grabbed at my heart strings with its sincere questions.

"Is it hard to be in the Army?"

"How do you get to see your mom?"

It won't be long now, I've got a new, unoffical count down going on inside my head. I'm trying not to get too excited, because we know how easily the dates can change, but I've got my fingers crossed... and my toes, and my eyes, and arms, legs, and anything else that I can cross... which isn't a lot in my current physical shape, but hey, every little bit helps.

Be safe son. Miss you, Love you!

Mom~

CHECK THIS OUT!

2006-08-13T00:09:00.000-07:00

Oh My God! You could be twins, you and your dad! Scary huh? Soooo... guess what you will look like when you grow up? Hahahaha!

Be safe Gabe. Your time is almost up, make it count and then get on home. Miss you, love you!

Mom~

LIFE AT HOME

2006-08-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Summer is just about over, and I am so ready for school to start back up. Actually its been a good summer. We didn't get to do near as much as we did last year, but thats okay, because Art and Becca have band camp which ties them up from 9 to 4:30 every week day. Those poor kids are so tired every day after practise.

Well darn, I'd hoped we'd be planning a birthday party for you, complete with your favorite beer, what is it? Rolling Turd? Oops, sorry, Rolling Rock.... (tastes just like water if you ask me). Well, how about celebrating MY birthday instead? That would be uber cool!

Big Red is sick. She's making all kinds of noise when I drive. Dad says its just the brakes, but I think there's something else wrong as well, he just can't hear over the noise of my squeaky brakes. I don't know... I think I'm ready to turn over the keys in favor of a smaller car. After that one accident I had backing into that car I've been almost afraid to drive. Big Red feels too big now. And I hate driving the Hemi, its even bigger. Too bad the Bonneville is dead. Grrrrrrrr!

Henry the Goldfish is mad at us. Becca still hasn't cleaned out the aquarium so he's still in the big pot. He glares at me everytime I walk by. I think he'd spit on me if he could. Poor thing. Can you imagine living in a pot, never knowing if and when someone might throw you on the stove and cook you as you swim? I keep thinking of your dad when he was a kid, frying his sister's goldfish in a skillet so he could eat them! Hahahaha!

Well, I guess I better get the trash out before the garbage man gets here. I hate having to face them, I always feel guilty about having too much trash, or stinky trash. Sure don't envy them and their job. I hope they get paid well.

Be safe son. Keep your head down, watch your back, and your buddies' backs. Don't forget to pray, and we'll say some extras for you as always,

Love Mom~

JURY DUTY

2006-07-27T13:18:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Guess what came in the mail for you today, a jury summons! Shall I call the court house and tell them that you are other wise occupied?

Walmart is having a balloon release in memory of Bobby from ICS. Do you remember her? She was the small, hard working lady from the back rooms. She used to boss the cart pushers around a lot, hehehehe. Any how she died on Friday from lung cancer. She's being buried in her hometown out east, so we are having a memorial for her today at the store.

I took the girls to the thrift store to find something for the Renaissance Festival. Funny how we set out in search of suitable stuff for pirate costumes and came home with fairy princess dresses! I hope the weather holds out, we've still had rain almost every day. It would really suck if it rained on Sunday while we are at the fair.

Let us know as soon as you get a firm date so I can let everyone know. Be safe son. Miss you, love you always.

Mom~

I SAW YOU TODAY

2006-07-22T11:43:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Its one thing to look through the pictures you and your buddies took there in Iraq, but its a whole different ball game to see pictures someone else has taken of you in that very dangerous part of the world. Its weird, at first I was excited when I saw your unit printed underneath the pictures. After turning a few pages I realized that I was holding my breath, wanting to see more, and yet not wanting to at the same time. The captions took my breath away 'running for cover', 'taking fire'. I found myself cussing at the unseen enemy.

And then I saw this picture, a familiar face in the collage of war. Beneath the dust and camouflage, beyond the hardness of a soldier I saw my son, and I couldn't have been more proud.

Be safe, be strong, and hurry home.

Love you always,

Mom~

THINGS ARE HEATING UP

2006-07-16T00:10:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I've got to stop watching the news. Its so hateful lately. The recent escalation of hostilities between Israel and Lebanon worries me, as it should everyone on this planet. Korea is another concern. I worry for the future and what is in store for us if peaceful solutions are not found soon. And I worry that you will be caught up in it all.

For now, know that there are so many prayers being sent your way from those of us who care for you and your buddies. Please be careful, and hurry home.

Love always,

Mom~

JUST WAITING FOR A DATE

2006-07-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

The excitement is just building over at the unit boards as the families are starting to prepare for the homecoming. I'm so jealous reading about the many planned events, jealous because I won't be there at the hangar holding up a banner as your plane taxi's in. Do you think they can make a stop over here in Colorado? Just a short one...

But you know what, having you back in the good ole USA is good enough for me. Its time to pass the baton off to someone else, I'm ready to turn over the watch. God bless those who will replace you and your buddies. God watch over them, and give their families the strength to endure for they are about to embark on a very difficult journey for both those in harms way and those who wait behind.

Be safe son, be always alert and come home soon. Love you with all my heart,

Mom~

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY

2006-07-04T22:50:00.000-07:00

Happy Independence Day Gabe!

Colorado is on a burn ban so all private fireworks were banned as well. It was so bad that Collins Fireworks didn't even set up there stands anywhere in town. All that people could buy were party poppers. Even sparklers were outlawed. Needless to say that didn't stop some people, but it wasn't a big deal since it rained pretty hard earlier in the afternoon and then later this evening. We had planned to go to Fort Carson's firework show yesterday but it rained pretty hard just before the show so we decided to stay home. We went to the Broadmoor this evening, they have a nice show and we will probably go there next year as well.

Rocky came home this afternoon after being camping with her friend's family. I missed her but I didn't miss the fighting between her and Becca. I have to say that your two sisters have pretty much been inseperable since she came home. Its nice to be back together again. All thats missing is you.

We're going to celebrate Zack's birthday at the Renaissance Festival. We're going during the last weekend of July. Yes, the kids will all be dressed up again. Pirates of Caribbean 2 opens on Friday so we'll be going to see it then, sort of getting us in the mood.

Wow, its still raining outside. I love the sound of rain.

We visited the eagles' nest yesterday and again today. The babies are learning to fly. One is doing very well, but the other doesn't fly much. Closer examination of the pictures we took reveal a wound on the top of its head. Dad will keep an eye on it, and let the guys at the wildlife office know if it needs any help.

Your cousin Steven should be on his way home to Aunty Val and Uncle Ken's for his leave.

Dad sends his love and says to stay alert and safe. Miss you so much. Love you always,

Mom~

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

2006-06-17T19:34:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I'm sorry you've had to miss yet another Father's Day, but hopefully soon you'll be able to spend as much time as you want with your son. Click on the link below to see a little slide show I put together for you. Have a relaxing and safe day. We're waiting patiently for your return. Miss you, love you always,

Mom~

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY GABRIEL

A VISIT FROM AN OLD NEIGHBOR

2006-06-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Miss Mick came in to the store today. She apologized for missing you when you were here. We talked for quite a while, in between customers. Michelle is in Hong Kong, on her way to port in Hawaii, what a life huh? Maybe you should have joined the Navy huh? Hehehehe! Anyhow, Miss Mick said to let her know the next time you're in town because she would really love to see you again.

Father's Day is right around the corner, so if I don't get to talk to you then, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! That still feels weird... you being a father. Oh, I have no problem with me being a grandmother, but you a daddy? Wow! I just wish you had more time with Little Zachary. Oh well, all in good time.

June is already half over, can you believe that? Heck, the YEAR is almost half over. Wonderful! Be seeing you soon. Be safe til then. Miss you, Love you always,

Mom~

ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST

2006-06-08T09:06:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

You probably already know this by now, but Al Zarqawi is dead. A major player on the side of the bad guys in this war on terror is now no more.

It makes me wonder... how does his mother feel if she is still alive. Does she cry for her son? Is she grief stricken or numb by the loss of a son, her child? Or does she share his hatred for freedom in the region, for peace on the earth, does she mirror his evil hatred for America and all it stands for?

I for one believe that the world is a better place now that he is gone. I have been raised not to wish death upon anyone, but he really needed to be gone. I only hope that without his influence, his followers might start to see that they can benefit from a peaceful society.

And I hope that you see and feel a difference... for the better, in your mission.

Be safe. Miss you, love you always,

Mom~

Are you having fun yet?

2006-06-07T06:56:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

How was your little 'vacation' in Kuwait? I'll be honest, I don't mind you being stuck over there a little while longer although I know you are bored and anxious to get back to your troop. For all I know you could already be back there. If so, be careful.

I spoke with Kayle yesterday morning. She said Zachary had a touch of pneumonia. Don't worry, he's fine. Kids are tough like that. I can't wait to see him... ugh... sometimes I wonder if I'll EVER meet him.

We're supposed to go panning for gold this weekend. Dad bought some gold pans in Manitou Springs when we were there this past weekend. The kids learned how to pan at Territory Days. Who knows, we may strike it rich! Or not.... hahahaha! We're already $21 in the hole for the pans. If nothing else it should be a lot of fun.

I'm trying not to count the weeks left, but its hard not to be happy about the fact that you're already well past the half way mark. Stay safe son, and we'll be seeing you soon.

Miss you, Love you always,

Mom~

BACK TO IRAQ

2006-06-03T09:17:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

You're probably already in Kuwait by now. Its hard to believe that two weeks have passed and you've already come and gone back to Iraq. I only hope your remaining deployment goes by as quickly as your leave did.

I'm glad you shared your stories, and even your nightmares, with dad and me. It helps me to understand what you are going through over there. Listening to you and dad talk that technical 'hoo-hah' gave me a lot of comfort for I realized that you are no longer an inexperienced kid, you're a professional soldier, and a fine one at that.

You still have a potty mouth. I can't believe how many times you can use the 'f' word in a sentence. I think the record is 5 times. Amazing! Rocky would have been rich if she was sitting up with you and dad that last night! And... she would have scored a few bucks from dad as well. Too funny!

Well son, I hope you found some release from your leave. I certainly did. Its time to put your game face back on though. Be safe out there, watch your back, take care of your buddies, and know that there are so many people back here who are so proud of you guys and what you are doing, and we've all got you in our prayers.

Miss you already, love you always.

Mom~

2006-05-29T22:44:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I wish you could have been with us today. We visited Memorial Park. It was so beautiful there today. Its been very hot lately, but even the sun seemed to be paying its respects. I said a prayer for your friends who are no longer with us. I also said a prayer for those who are recovering, and those still in Iraq. The memorials there represent so many lives that were lost in the service of our country. I wish the list of names would stop growing, right now... for ever.

I guess it will be hard saying goodbye to your son again and getting on the plane tomorrow. I should know, I seem to be saying 'goodbye' to my son pretty often here lately. Can't wait to see you tomorrow. There's just a few days left before you have to return to your mission. Hey, I have an idea, why don't you finish your mission early so you can come back home early?

Yeah, I know... it doesn't work that way. Well, at least you're already past the hump and on the downward slope. It won't be too long before you'll get to come back for good. In the meantime, I'll settle for tomorrow.

Have a good flight.

Love you always,

Mom~

WHILE YOU'RE BUSY BEING A DADDY...

2006-05-26T22:41:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I can't believe I'm having to write to you again, so soon. This isn't the way it was supposed to be. This time last week I was looking forward to spending time with you AND my Grandson. I hate that things didn't work out and Zachary wasn't able to come out here. At least you were able to visit him, that's the important part. I'll settle for more pictures for now, so take as many as you can.

And at least I got to talk to him today. He sounds adorable! I kept telling him to tell mommy that she needs to bring him out to visit Grandma Jo, and I repeated our phone number over and over so he can call me any time... once he learns what numbers are.

Tomorrow we are going to Old Colorado City for the annual Territory Days. We can't stay long since I have to work in the evening. Ugh! I hate the thought of working. Don't get me wrong, I love the job (and the $) once I get there, but I hate having to give up other stuff to do it. I got spoiled last summer.

Dad put a swimming pool on layaway. Hopefully we'll be able to pay it off before the winter freeze. We may get to use it as an ice skating rink before we can ever swim in it. Actually that would be kind of fun, so long as you don't run into the sides and flip over the edge. That would be a 4 foot drop!

I suppose I should get some sleep now. Dad wants to get up at 8am. Sleeping in is the best part of summer, and he has to go and ruin it by making me get up early!

Give Little Zack a big kiss for me. Enjoy your time with your son. Love you as always,

Mom~

FINALLY!

2006-05-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Its so good to have you back home. I am so glad that the war has not killed your sense of humor, impaired your judgement or deminished your strong belief in family and friends.

So now, in order not to waste time dreading your inevitable return to Iraq, I have a new arrival to focus on... Little Zachary's! Hopefully he will be here by Wednesday afternoon. Now that will be a family reunion to remember!

Hmmmm, I wonder if they make these in ACU green?

Lifetime friends Brinton and Amanda and her friend Dale in the process of kidnapping you for a game of pool. You probably don't remember having this picture taken, as you described it you were a little 'unsober'.

ARE YOU GONE YET?

2006-05-14T23:53:00.000-07:00

Okay, today is the day son, but you still need to be careful. May the Great Spirit guide your way safely home. Hopefully your little one will already be here waiting for you when you arrive. As for me, I'll be doing the happy mommy dance in the middle of the airport, you can count on that!

Love you as always,

Mom~

2006-05-14T22:55:00.000-07:00

YooHoo, Gabe...

3 DAYS AND A WAKEUP!

2006-05-12T15:30:00.000-07:00

4 Days and a Wakeup!

2006-05-11T08:25:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

4 days son, can you believe it? I hope you have good connections all the way. That would be soooo cool!

I'm trying not to make any committments for you, but your friends are all getting so excited so I imagine you will have the phone stuck to your ear for the first day or so when you get back. I haven't spoken with Kayle lately, we'll probably give her a call so we know when to expect her and Zachary. I still have to baby-proof the house. I hope I don't hug him too tight and scare him!

Don't forget to pack the laptop, cos I want to see your pictures and videos. We still have a bunch of your clothes here so you really only need what you're traveling in.. and shoes.

Till then, be safe. Miss you, love you always!

Mom~

8 DAYS AND A WAKEUP!

2006-05-07T22:15:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

I'm practicing my happy dance over here, I should have it perfected by the time you get home. We don't have any plans for you, who knows, we may all just sit around the supper table and stare at you the whole time. No, really, we're just going to play everything by ear when you get here.

I'll still be working while you're here, but they've cut my schedule for that time. Dad will be off the whole time though. I'm not sure when Kayle and Zachary will be pulling in. I've got a special 'grandma happy dance for when they get here.

Just a week left buddy and you'll be on your way. Keep your head down til then. Missing you more than ever, love you always,

Mom~

10 DAYS AND A WAKEUP... Part 2

2006-05-05T08:34:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Its a real misty morning today, its beautiful! The fog is so thick its like a slow rain. Everything is wet. I wish I didn't have to drive in it though. I have to get Big Red registered before the cops discover that my stickers are expired. Yike!

Rocky did great at the talent show last night. She has a beautiful voice, her new choir teacher is actually trained to teach choir, she's not the gym teacher teaching the kids how to sing 'Its a Small World' like before. Becca and Rocky put on a private show for Dad and I later while we were waiting to see some test firing (some kind of rockets) on Carson. The night fire got canceled but we enjoyed the music. I'm going to try to figure out how to post a video so you can hear it. If not, you'll get to hear them in a real short while!

Be careful, as always. Miss you, love you.

Mom~

2006-05-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

Dear Gabe,

Check it out, less than 2 weeks, give or take a day or two... and you'll be making your way back home. Don't forget to get lots of pictures along the way. And take your laptop, dad was able to get online at a couple of the airports when he was traveling.

Marilyn called and said that the Memorial Day Blackpowder Shoot has been canceled due to the fire ban. It doesn't seem too bad out here, but I hear the forests are real dry. Over 4000 acres burned back behind Walmart, all the way down to Venetucci's Pumpkin Farm. This could be a bad year for wild fires.

So anyhow, Marilyn sends her love. So does Peggy, the department manager from Pets when you were there, do you remember her? I saw Christy yesterday. You better remember to see her when you're in town, okay? And Nick keeps on checking to see when you're coming in.

I saw the sweetest thing today. An older woman was checking out in my line when she spotted a couple of soldiers. She shouted out 'Thank You Heroes' and started clapping, but they didn't hear her and walked away. She turned back and acted embarrassed but I clapped for her. I told her 'And I applaud you for your support.' We talked for a little while and before she left she said to tell you 'thank you', and that she was praying for you.

So, if you are ever out there, far from home and find yourself wondering if its worth it, the answer is: Yes, it is worth it, and there are so many people who appreciate what you and the others are doing, and they are praying for your safety and eventual return to your home, people you have never met and may never know, but Patriots just as you are.

And then theres your family... your brothers and little sisters, impatiently watching the calendar, your dad who doesn't say much but is just as excited as your goofy old mom, who can't seem to figure out just exactly how many days it is before you begin your journey home.

So, as always, be safe Son. Miss you, love you.

Mom~